I am such a coward
I'll probably regret this post in the morning; late night blogging is never a good idea. But I went out with her tonight, without a doubt the loveliest, most beautiful person ever, and do I kiss her goodbye? No. Because I suck and do not deserve to live. Yes, that's right, four dates and we're still at the shy-nervous-glances stage. I totally despise myself.
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Ok, if you're BOTH giving shy nervous glances then that probably means that you're both wanting to be kissing, but no one's making a move. Someone's got to make the first move, so it might as well be you. If she's as great as you say, then it's worth the chance of a few awkward moments. What have you got to lose??? Besides, think how great the actual kissing will be once you get over being all angstful about it! You totally need to do it, soon. Before you leave for France (when to you leave?). Otherwise you will regret it, and regret is one of the worst of human emotions, in my opinion. All it does is make people hate themselves for unchangeable reasons. KISS THE GIRL!!!
LOL, JaneFan. Now I'm gonna have that Little Mermaid song in my head.
I know, I know, you're right. I'm going to call her up and see if we can go out to the dyke bar tonight; one last hurrah before I leave on Monday.
regret is one of the worst of human emotions, in my opinion. All it does is make people hate themselves for unchangeable reasons
Oh yes. Don't even think about travelling to the land of regret. I have about 6 years of lesbian life on you and my advice is grab every moment of happiness and love that comes your way!
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